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I always envy with those who are very close with their father. Like BFF *Okay not big fat friends lah Mr Popper but Best Friend Forever XD hugs and kisses and always shared stories with their father. 

In my family my siblings and I are quite being pampered by papa. But papa doesn’t showed it. But we can see it through many things that he has done for us. Selalunye my lil brother lah. He asks for a motorcycle pun die dapat even though his exam result was like chicken pox. As for hugs and kisses. I cant remember when was the last time I hug my father. :( Maybe when I was a kid I think. But every week after he send me to my house at Melaka when I salam with him then he will kiss me on my forehead. Sweet kan. I know. hihi

Even though I’m envy with them but still, I’m grateful for what I have. I love my father so effing muchh. And I know that he love me too. Its just that there are people that like to disturb my family happiness. And I hope that person is on her way to the jahanam hell. 

Actually my purpose of writing this post is because lately a few of my friends lost their loved ones. Most of them, their father dead was really unforeseen. Some due to ill health and there are some already told by the doctor to get ready. I don’t know what to react and what to say. I’m afraid I might say something cliche that makes they mad or sadder And if I’m quiet, I’m afraid that they might think that I don’t really care about them. I really need to learn more about how to react with this situation.

I don’t know what are their feelings. Every person has different kind of reaction. There are people that can accepts the fact and there are also who can’t. As a friend I just send my condolences and give a word or two to them to be strong and recite Al-Fatihah for their loved ones.

Last but not least, I love you Mister Hyder Shahrizan.

And I love you Ayah *I forgot my ayah name sebab lame tak jumpe and selalu pggl ayah je. Teruk perangai kau nih. 

And I love you Bapak *Mister Sameon bin Sario. Hope bapak will recover soon. ;)

Lots of love,

QUE

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